Happy 20th Birthday ZAYN JAVADD MALIK!!

From boys to men Thank you for existing in my life xx

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12th January 1993 a perfection was born to this world with name given,Zayn Javadd Malik.Someone who I never meet face to face but brought tons of changes in my life(in a good way)He is one of the many reasons I believed in dreams...I do have lots of celebrity crushes but with Zayn it was something different.It wasn't his looks that I am attracted to(I am serious!!)His voice is gosh..I cant xplain,it just calm me down
From the day I became a directioner(in 2010) till today,I have no regrets and I admit I do miss the old "One Direction" where they will still our little secret boyband...To see how tall they stand now does make me proud.

Frustration..Depression!!!

Its killing me..SHINee(my "boyfriend's" band) is coming to Malaysia this Sunday(13/1/2013) and I am stuck here in my university...What a life that I cant even get to see my "boyfriend" *sigh* *sigh* I guess the only place to cure my depression would be YOUTUBE hehe...the best channel in the world ever!Okay..People might get confused asking what the f*** is SHINee doing in Malaysia..Calm down guys!Its because of Samsung Galaxy 27th GOLDEN DISK AWARD(btw,the tickets are super duper expensive but its worth it when you are watching someone who made you smile all day long haha)
Besides SHINee,Miss A,Exo,Sistar and many more will be here too..I wont be going but I am excited because I am in the same country with them hahaha

Their latest photoshoot for 2013 calendar..Minho looked mature(is it true or is it just me?

Addicted to the love I found

Hey guys...Meet Choi Minho  (my new crush :)xx)

Choi Minho...that's the name of my new drug...Someone that I can't live without looking at his face(exaggerate much?)I never expected that I would ever like Kpop because I am not really into Kpop before this but I guess Minho changed my whole idea of Kpop.(we are fated I guess.aha ;) ) Tons of my friends were suprised to know that I started to like Kpop and Congrats Shinee,you can consider me as a SHAWOL now.. (however,I AM STILL AND FOREVER AND EVER A HARDCORE DIRECTIONER!)

This movie is the "bridge" that leads me to MinHo xx Worth watching guys..

Judge oh Judgie

I have a strong feeling to start this blog partially was because of the Zayn malik deleted his twitter thing(Its ancient story I know but I learnt a lot)I honestly did said that Perrie and him was just an act and now I regretted what I said because I saw this picThey actually seem so happy I mean yes perrie wasn’t the type of girl he described he would be with but hey..we don’t really know Perrie either(I am saying this to myself)When he deleted his twitter I start to well..find out more about Zayn the love of my life(as if I dun know enough)then I realized is really tough to be in his shoes because people judge basically everything he does..his haircut..his smoking habit(I hope he will stop because I dun want that thing to take away his life)Who he dated,his tattoo and lots more..Pity that guy for godsake why don't people leave him alone..I mean you don't have to love him but he did nothing to you guys so why hate him?Do you guys even care when his flat back in London was burnt?His grandpa died during xfctor,uncle died when he was on US tour..he went through so much for his dreams and yet people still try to push him to the ground(Yes!!!I am defending him if you are questioning this)Its not because I have a thing on this guy but because I saw how he went through everything to be here today..when I say this..I mean the other boys too( Harry Styles,Niall Horan,Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson)and one more thing..One Direction isnt One Direction without either one of them so please note that One Direction isnt all about Harry Styles for godsake and I know Niall is hot now but he was hot before he even put his braces start wearing sexy tank tops and stuffs 

Don't judge when we don't know that person for real 

The Expendables 2!

What should I say about this movie??haha Its amaZayn and 1Derful!Its all in one kinda movie,I mean its funny,full of actions and wow..The main reason I wanted to watch it at first was because of Liam Hermsworth I mean like hey..who doesn’t has a thing on that hottie(unless u r a guy obviously)The plot was awesome Congrats to all of the casts,director,producers and crews :)

There are a few moral values that are inserted in this film 

1st-Appreciate everything u have in life because u’ll never know when u will lose it 

2nd-Hatred leads to destruction  

The casts

My companion of the day xx

The tickets :)

Its Official!!!

After a few days of searching for the right templates and all finally my blog is ready to meet people.Alright...this blog is gonna be different than the last one as you see people changed and I am not the same CAROLYN anymore Recently I really talked with sarcasm and I think I becoming more and more sassy as days passed(I blame Louis Tomlinson for this)So basically this blog I am writing about my life,my thoughts of something random and yes One Direction plus Mr Tom Sexy Daley